Thanks for the Amazon tip, I've been able to order both books now.

GAL: Jogging, mountain bike riding but nothing with other people. I'll invest some time into thinking about this. Also been thinking about what my strategy (aside from a total meltdown) for handling life after might be in case things don't go well..

Been for a drive and a bit of a talk about our session tomorrow. I asked her how she was feeling about it, which was unsure and nervous, and I'm pretty much the same. I told her she needs to go for her, not for me she agreed and it ended in tears and an embrace. I didn't let it move onto any of the potential content, we'll leave that for the session.