feeling like giving up.....former DBing against OW

[imthemom]

S14 is at Hs house this weekend, so its laundry day. While getting laundry out of his room I found one of his dads work shirts. He must have brought it home by accident from his dads house.....The smell of him on that shirt literally brought me to my knees...I cried for an hour. I havent been close enough to H to smell, touch or for that matter barely speak for MONTHS. I didnt realize how much i missed him. The physical reaction I had when I smelled him on that shirt was shocking....I wanted to throw up...just venting, exhausted from crying...I guess you cant always be strong and detached...