Val: Thanks so much for your wise advice, especially written in the midst of such arduous work days. I think that you're absolutely right that I need to keep a focus on how the things that I did contributed to the mess that we're in now. For a long time, I have firmly believed that it was my W -- not me -- who chose to take those steps down the road that she's on now.
However, I must always remember that I helped pave the path on that road, making it easier for her to travel down it. This is important to remember in order to remain compassionate and supportive towards her, even if I'm not in her life anymore. I know that she will eventually find her happiness, whether with me or with someone else. And I really do hope that she does. I still love her enough to hope for the best for her.
labug: I think we've all been guilty of stupid moments during our sitches. I know I've had a lot myself. But, as you insinuated, it doesn't really matter. In the end, all turns to dust. These moments may not matter years from now, so why go crazy over them?
Thanks, everybody. These last couple of days have been brutal, but I think it's necessary to face these demons head-on. My IC and I will have a lot of deep material to go over.
