Today is *not* a good day.

I wrote ex to tell him that I had to pay the tax bill (large amount) and just filled him in on why I was paying it when I was.
His response was 'good and don't pay the other half (thats due in the summer) because I am getting posted and I won't even live here"

That just scared the b-gebus out of me. I miss him so much. I miss the guy who left tho, I know this.

So given that I am a complete whimp (and sick from a cold and feelin' like a baby)

I wrote him. "I miss talking with you. I miss the sound of your voice. I know I shouldn't be bothering to say all this as the sentiments are not returned, I'm just having a tough time letting go of the P and T (our names) that said goodbye to one another last June. I know we are not those same people anymore though"

God I'm such a whimp