Last night was fun, but not fun at the same time. We had a couple shots at my brother's bar after dinner. That was the fun part I couldn't remember the last time I had a shot. I'm not a big drinker, though, so that was all I had for the night. We then went to a bar that has live music a d dancing. Oh man, I was hi on left and right! I was not expecting that. There was one guy who was following me around and kept grabbing at my waist and lower back. Kind of killed the night for me. I was asked to dance a bunch of times and someone asked for my number. I didn't find anywhere there attractive, though, so that was a bummer. I wanted to flirt I was a bit on edge, too, because ex knows where we usually go, and I was worried he'd show up. He didn't, thankfully.
I'm not feeling as strong today. I was feeling pretty sad when I got home last night, wondering what he was doing and feeling sad that he wasn't here.
...Breathe... Reminding myself that I don't trust him, he threw me away and doesn't deserve me, I have school starting soon and can't focus on him anymore, that he isn't the person right now that I'm sad to have lost.
I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. Not cool
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
I couldn't remember the last time I had a shot. I'm not a big drinker, though, so that was all I had for the night. We then went to a bar that has live music a d dancing. Oh man, I was hi on left and right! I was not expecting that. There was one guy who was following me around and kept grabbing at my waist and lower back. Kind of killed the night for me. I was asked to dance a bunch of times and someone asked for my number. I didn't find anywhere there attractive, though, so that was a bummer. I wanted to flirt 
I was a bit on edge, too, because ex knows where we usually go, and I was worried he'd show up. He didn't, thankfully. 
