Doing great today! Feeling strong and confident. I had my orientation for school this morning. Pretty overwhelming and indimidating, I must say. I have a huge pile of books on the table next to me (Nursing drug handbook, medical terminology, etc). It's going to be an intense next 16ish months. There are phases rather than semesters, and each phase is 6 weeks long for 3 classes. Yikes! I'm excited, though. I have goals and purpose (other than being a mama to my beautiful kids, of course).

This morning as ex was loading up the kids, I wondered out loud if I needed to bring anything with me to orientation. Ex said, "Nothing but your beautiful smiling face." Ugh. I wish he would stop making comments like that. He also said, "Busy day, huh? Orientation this morning and then going out tonight." He sounded sad. I had lunch with my grams today and she even said, "Well, he knows you're going to get hit on all the time!" LOL. I don't know why he cares. He threw me away.

I feel like I've risen out of a fog. I feel so much better. I truly feel detached from him.

M & H 25
T 9
D 7
S 4
Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me.
Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out
2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other.
3-4-12 H moved back in.
3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done