detached probably means a little of both - I am having a dificult time trusting him and I try to fully detach to avoid heartbreak. But apparently the latter is not working.
I have decided not to leave my home, but I am going to be outs of sight tonight. I am getting dolled up in my best outfit and heading out - not with anyone, but I will probably go for a drink at a bar and then to a movie. I want to make myself look good for me, because i have crying my eyes out all day.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
