Thank you TT...for some reason your post just showed up this morning so I just got it...

I agree that I should stay positive..just really trying to keep my expectations at a minimum...my heart cannot take much more from him. And if I was to find out that all this new attention was because of the money, i would be hurt to say the least...

I guess Im scared...but I am not going to let fear make decisions for me anymore....

as john wayne would say "thats mighty bold talk for a one eyed fat man"...LOL!!

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...