Yesterday was fairly succesful I think. Discovered our event is black tie, so we rented me a tux and went dress shopping for her. This has always bben fun for us with me encouraging things that she wouldn't pick out only to find she really likes it. Yesterday was no different. Good times driving around the valley, having lunch, etc. There is a lot of good feelings here for us from days gone by. By evening she was pulling away, she went to see an old friend and I stayed. Some small talk when she returned but I kept my distance and stayed on the couch in another room (staying with a friend). It was a great day, which has me feeling down a bit about the whole thing once again. I hope I'm as successful today as I was yesterday.