W is driving me to get a colonoscpy in a couple of hours. That is pretty loving of her. I know when we are D I will have to help her also. I will gladly help her. I am no longer angry with her just tired of the sitch.
Yesterday I threw some stuff out and cleaned my closet and pack some stuff. Not sur if is the right thing to do but we have tons of stuff.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
Procedure went well nothing wrong with me. W wished me luck on my way to the or room. The nurse called her in and she sat by me while the sedation wore off. Best 45 minutes sleep in a while but my 1st thought when I woke was my sitch?
When I got into W's car she was cleaning the passenger side. Could not help but notice how filthy it is. Dirt and sand every where on 40k vehicle that is fairly new. I always critized her on how she maintained her cars. But it is not my problem any more so it really did not bother me. I can not help to notice the only thing she cares about is her job and the horse. Every thing else she has forgotten. Unreal
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
I know what you mean about her 'not caring' anymore. I felt it myself and it was hard for me to imagine/accept. Fact was that she had already started detaching long before I was ever even aware that things were as bad as they were. That's why it was so hard for me to understand at the time. She seemed hard as a rock to me then. She was.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
rick, Glad the test went well, I know what you mean about the best 45 minutes of sleep you've had, I have always said I wish I could replicate that deep sleep when needed!
Enjoy the blustery day buddy!
m 54 XW 48 m 12 t 14 bomb 6-11 s 10-11 wife moved to other state 10-21-11 d 9-12
O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!
