Nothing really new to report. H took S15 to basketball last night and I was watching a show that only I enjoy when they got home, so I left the main tv for them. H grabbed a glass of wine and came out to sit with me, although he was feeling tired he said "i wanted to spend a little time with you" Just had some small talk and he went to bed.
I enjoyed some time with the boys watching a show with them.
The weekends always bring a new challenge because we are all at home. I've got a few things planned which will be nice, and I plan to pick up a new book as well.
Organizing some of the clutter this weekend may feel good. Just to feel productive.
I've also been setting some goals for myself, some are related to marriage and some not.
1. To be less fearful-change happens and I need to learn how to roll with it and grow from it. I need to stop getting trapped in my own fear.
2. Challenge myself - I want to do things that I have previously held myself back from (for various reasons). If I have the chance to try something new or something I've always wanted to do, I will make an attempt to do it.
3. Meeting new people - we have so many friends in common, and I feel like I need to enjoy a group of friends that are not common friends. Maybe join a class of some type?
So there it is, in writing so that I can hold myself accountable.
