oh...and one personal satisfaction that i have is this OW or OG as she really is....doesn't live here anymore, she is out of province attending uni so i know they don't see each other often....which makes me feel a little better

as mean as it might sound i want H to feel real loneliness and pain...even just a glimmer of what he's put me through.

i do feel that the truth will come out eventually and he will hit rock bottom of this "bed" he's made for him self....i can't wait! (i know thats mean)