That is what I would like for you to do for you, to find some things that list as your personal goals. Tangible things that can be reached, things you have always wanted to do.
Those are the things that take your mind off of this, and thinking about this.
In all honesty there isn't anything that I "always wanted to do" that I haven't already done. That is the reason I got married.
I did everything I really wanted to do before I got married. All things left for me to do are to be with my W and the things that she wanted to do and never did.
That is what brought joy to my life. Right now I am trying to do as much as I can with my S, but there is only so much you can do with a 4 year old.
I do try to take him out somewhere once a week, which is something I never did.
I am going to church again, by myself (when my work schedule permits), which is on my list.
I am enjoying myself, don't get me wrong, I am not just sitting around staring at the wall.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped
