I am thinking about going away today; staying at a hotel. I don't want to see my H now an di am not telling him I am leaving. I am hurt and I don't want to cry in front of him. I feel like everything I have done for me, our M, and him are pointless. I am feeling down in a major way and cannot control the crying.
He is agin projecting everything on me. I tried to initaite s$x but he turned me down and why I asked if there was a problem, that when he told me he wasn't attracted to me because I seemed "off" - detached. Then he said that sometimes he feels as though I still doubt his honesty about the OW and that turns him off. I felt insulted and we got into a discussion. I feel like he is projecting his thoughts on me. I have been here before and I feel like I have backslided. don't know what to do.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
