I've been reading but not posting for awhile now. Today is not the best. My youngest got home from visit with her father last night and told me about spending time with her sister, who I very rarely see now. I feel like it is just one more thing I lost in the divorce. I know a lot is my oldest D dealing with the pain of the situation and a lot is also that she is 17. Still its hard to go from at least seeing her every day to maybe once every week or so and only when I go to see her. Also when I start feeling bad about anything that has to do with the divorce I rehash everything including the situation with my ex. I'm tired of being hurt and angry and worried and scared.
