I really see it that way too, mostly, when I'm not feeling too down of course. Definitely riding the roller coaster the last 48 hours.
I'm always open to suggestions. The "nice" thing about having done this before is I know to handle myself better from the start. It is raising some serious parallels and insecurities for me though. It's really hard when I dwell on it. So I'm trying to keep busy.
My friend Lisette who lives about 2 hours away is coming up to spend Saturday/Sunday with me.
Tonight, one of Roger's friends actually came over. She insists that us girls need to stick together, that I think of her as my friend too, and that he's gonna regret this lol. She brought pizza and we talked about mostly not this. It was a good distraction.
Busy is good right now. Tomorrow night will be house stuff. Cleaning and maybe trying to fix the radio in my car. Well, install a new one I should say. Tape deck died. I'm getting sick of being at the mercy of the radio stations lol. Cuz if I sit on the couch for more than a few it really does overwhelm me. And I don't have a roommate right now to check on me or make sure I eat. Gotta make sure I take care of myself and the dog.
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I'm getting sick of being at the mercy of the radio stations lol. Cuz if I sit on the couch for more than a few it really does overwhelm me. And I don't have a roommate right now to check on me or make sure I eat. Gotta make sure I take care of myself and the dog.
