she would like me to leave and go to something like a halfway house or anything that would get me out of the house, really. i'm not so keen on that idea in the least bit.
i have, however, concluded that for her to heal and for me to heal we do need to be separated from each other physically and thus i plan to leave in Feb. where i'll go in Feb remains to be seen but i'm tired of the animosity, the outright hostility and the demeaning and shaming way in which she speaks to me.
i still wear my wedding band because i don't feel like she does and she mocks me for it. sure, she's entitled to her opinion but that doesn't give her license to shame or humiliate me for expressing my own views on the matter.
we've both said that if this marriage didn't work out that we'd not get married again. if you saw Independence Day, i feel like the Jeff Goldbloom character that kept his wedding band on for the entire time they were divorced since he didn't want that divorce.
