Wow Accuray- its like you went into my head and pulled this out, word for word! I was nodding the whole time reading this, thinking yes thats exactly right and exactly where i am right now, that's exactly whats going on.
I always feel bad when i say this but sometimes its a little comforting knowing there are other people in my situation. There are other people living the He-ll that I am.
I am sending you support and hugs! Chin - up, thats what everyone says to me.
Sometimes I wish I could fast-forward this part of my life to see what the outcome is. i have never been someone who wishes time away - i have a very happy life but since the bomb i have cried on a daily basis and on a daily basis ask myself why am i putting up with this and letting him do this to me. But then i say because you don't just "fall out of love" that quickly (as my husband is claiming to do).
He is always defiant in saying he doesn't want to be like anyone else....i wish he could read this board when his head clears to see he IS like everybody elses.
