You've done well with your goals, I will give that to you, and you read very different than you did a while back, I agree....
Your goals appear to be broad, and all-encompassing.
There doesn't appear to be anything that you can measure your progress with.
That is what I would like for you to do for you, to find some things that list as your personal goals. Tangible things that can be reached, things you have always wanted to do.
Those are the things that take your mind off of this, and thinking about this.
And......are you saying that there are character flaws and personality disorders, in and around a State Penitentiary ?????
I am aghast....
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Seriously, I have a good friend that works at a Federal facility one state below you, and the stories I have heard....
I applaud anyone that makes it through a shift with their character intact.
