My focus is not always on him! I was sharing my story. I know who i am and i know i can't change someone else. I am conducting myself with pride, with self-respect and WORKING on my self-esteem. I am comming to terms with this. I have no desire to expose myself to this kind of pain anymore.
I get angry and resentful when i have to become SUPER-WOMEN! I also know it has nothing to do with XH. I am working on my parenting skills as we speak. I am working on a plan that would deligate appropriate responsabilities to each of my kids. The impact of XH MLC has got me to let go of everyday routines and responsabilities. Once you let kids get away with things, little by little, it is hard to get them back on track. We are making progress.
I will post about ME and my progress and how i got where i am instead. I see what you mean. When i reread my posts, it sounds like XH's MLC is all i think about but it is not so. I am living a full life when i'm not posting. I have friends i see everyday,i work and i have my 4 kiddos. I am very positive, wich doesn't come through on this site. I usually post to get stuff off my chest or to vent my anger but there is more to life then this.
I am moving forward...... Thanks for caring and keeping me on track! I appreciate it!
