Ok, E2B, it's a new year and time for fresh starts ...
your focus is still on him and OP. Time to stop wondering and guessing because it's all outside of your control anyway.
^^^this is one of the hardest pieces to truly grasp, and then master.
We spend a long time trying to make sense of it, explain it, excuse it, blame it, defend it, affect it and change it.
You can't.
Your situation was extremely volatile, and you did the best you could with very difficult circumstances.
Time to step it up a notch girlfriend, time to truly focus on you. Not to get a reaction, not to get him back ... simply because you are worthy of taking care of yourself, and THAT is the example your children need right now. Self love. Boundaries. Grace.
So what's next ...
Peace PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc
