ANS: I think that I HAVE to be done at this point. Because the way things are now, I trust him about as much as I trust my local M.P. (Meaning zero) and to gain that back would involve work, which he will never do because in his eyes, he's done nothing wrong. So yes, I must walk away from this and abandon hope. The reason I am 'worried' about what he thinks is really for my own self gain. Because if he is 'pissed' at me or whatever, my last few months there will be a living hell. So my 'acting as if' is to keep the peace until I can GTFO of there So your advice I will take. Thank you!
And J.S: I wish YOU HAD given me your thoughts. Coming from a man who knows a bit about the ins and outs of my sitch from the deployment side carries a lot of merit. Even though it would have hurt, the more reassurance I have that I am doing the right thing right now, the better.
So if you're bored one night and feel like giving me your piece of advice. I am all ears.
I realise that I am not on this board anymore for most of the same reasons you all are, I am still stuck in the sitch of living with a WAH for a little while longer.
I really and TRULY appreciate everyone who gives me insight, support, and advice.
It's very soothing to have people are kind enough to take the time for a complete stranger. Thank you