That's the thing, when I have her, I don't hear from him or very little.

What I need to do, is when he has D, go dark unless it's important.

I could not sleep last night. Cried myself to sleep. Then finally fell asleep and then dreamed of H all night long.

H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)