Funny how the little things matter so much. Tonight my W, my youngest and myself were getting ready to go out and there's a large herd of 20 somethings in our living room.
Everyone is in good spirits and we are comparing heights and my wife who is standing in front of me is only 5'2" and I'm 6'4". Before I thought a out it I'm hugging her from behind and she's obviously warmly accepting it...in public no less. Seeing how that would have been impossible for the last nine months I definitely note this small step.
When we out for dinner my second oldest son and girlfriend unexpectedly showed up so it was a gun celebration.
I'm not letting the small moments get by me anymore. I'm detached yet willing to fully enjoy what good comes my way....and in every ditch I'm thinking how can I contribute to the good here. I used to think so differently....how is this good or bad for me....unknowingly such a selfish attitude in those days
