For the past couple of days, I have been feeling weird on the inside. I can't explain it. My panic attacks came back today.
I miss my husband very much. I try not to think about him, but it is so hard.
When we are together, I feel like he is taking baby steps back to us. I wish the steps were a little bigger. I know I need to be patient with all this. I trying to keep myself busy. I wish my needs were getting met. I am sure his is.
