In regards to the suicide issue. There was a poster not too long ago whose WAS did commit suicide. Word of warning to everyone. If your WAS seems to get into a pattern of intense depression, don't "go dark". Get them the help they need. At that point, the issue goes beyond the M. You'll be grateful for it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.