SBH, I will not let him cake eat with me anymore. At all. I feel so strong today! I felt strong yesterday, too. I've found myself facing reality that he doesn't want to change into a person fit for this family. He wants to be selfish and run around. I deserve better.
Hopeful, I know ex and I both have wondered what it would be like to ML to others and to not have to deal with our issues. I didn't expect him to leave me over it (I know that's not the only reason). He always said I'd be the one to leave.
Ugh, I remembered something. Randomly throughout our R we would sometimes joke about how if we ever split, we would continue to flirt and ML no matter who else we were with. Yuck. I didn't ever actually think we'd split. I won't allow that to happen anymore.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
