Coyote, great to hear from you. No problem- I thought that it was always Winter in Canada! Thanks.You know exactly how it feels. The majority of the time I'm upbeat, optimistic & positive which has been a huge 180! Really enjoying my GAL activities, IC has been great. Family, R with my kids, health...everything is looking good! Civilian career is good, and my Self esteem and confidence is high.I'm honestly feeling better about ME than I ever have felt. Sure, sometimes brief feelings of loss & despair-it passes. Ironically,my Wife & I communicate better now than ever. Mutual respect, she is feeling validated & safer too. We see each other everyday...sometimes as a family, sometimes alone. Getting to be friends again. Talking on the ph & texting. She is happy with the changes, but is scared that it won't last. W brought up R yesterday and wants to have coffee in the morning together, to talk about R. She said that I was right...maybe we should put the old R to rest ...and start a new , better, healthier R. She mentioned getting the D on paper, at least to signify an end to the old R, and that we don't even need to tell anyone about the D...just for us. Strange- but I agree. Pyschologically & legally it sounds like it makes sense. A fresh start. Oh well, its really late. I woke up to check emails etc...a bit nervous about tomorrow. Hope all is well with everyone. Thanks again Coyote, your wisdom is always truly appreciated. "We can never obtain peace in the outer world until we make peace with ourselves" -Dalai Lama Take Care & Never Lose HOPE! P
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
Coyote, great to hear from you. No problem- I thought that it was always Winter in Canada!
