ces67: Sorry you've had to hear the same things, it's kinda like they take your heart out of your chest... do the cha-cha on it, then replace it and expect you to be 'ok'.... takes a while to recover from those. btw, my sleep issues were only a small part to my larger heart/lung issues: I have a hole in my heart and unknown right side increased pressures at any heart rate above 140 which cause my oxygen to be decreased to 80% and therefore get lightheaded and pass out. They think (and this is what all these tests are trying to determine) that I have an un-common disease that has a life expectancy of 10-20 years... so I've been living with that possible reality on my shoulders in addition to M issues.
2TP: thanks for pointing out those small positives, I tend to overlook them. I also needed the reminder to take 'small steps'... I keep wanting to make this a sprint, instead of the marathon that it actually is. And with my health issues, I won't be running marathons any time soon! I've actually thought about some things that I can do to feel empowered again... I'm thinking skydiving!
M-31, H-31 T-9, M-7 S-6, s-20mth sep 8/1/11 ILYNILWY 11/29/11 Creating separation papers. Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12 H moves out 1.20.12