"I need to talk to [friend's W] and since it's so late, I'll just crash there since there's nothing stopping me. I'll come home after work for S5's b-day stuff" and in the same breath, he said: "I know it's last minute, if you don't want me to go, I won't."

"On a lighter note, H and I were talking across our breakfast bar. He continued talking while walking around it to come to the sink next to me.... he stopped mid-sentence when he got around the corner (where he could see my butt leaning over the counter) and never finished his thought, lol! I know that he's noticed my weight loss and more flattering clothes (b/c he told his brother) but he won't ever say anything to me. It just made me feel good that he checked me out and it was enough to distract him from his thoughts"

Small steps, Purgatory......

Wishing you the best with your medical tests. Having to deal with health issues in addition to M problems has got to be the PITS! Hang in there!


Me51 W53 S17 S14
M22 T25
Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11

It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.

Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife