I know I need a therapist. I think I'm okay for awhile, then I feel crazy and completely depressed, paranoid, then angry.
I'm moving out of state in approximately five weeks and I don't know if I want to search for a therapist, get to know them then have to leave and find another.
Angel, I HAVE to calm down. I know I'm going to push him away. Right now he's taking the understanding stance to this, but how long can that last? It's not good.
Bond, I really feel that. I was in survival mode and putting all efforts into getting him back.... now everything is just slamming me.
