As a grieving parent I can tell you that the day BEFORE is much, much harder than the actual day. It's the anticipation of how bad the day is that is much worse than the day. So that's normal. It really, truly is.
If the pics were while you were broken up, then I don't see how they say you have no self respect? He is a single guy and to be blunt, what pics he receives aren't any of your business.
You have history and a child together but really, you are starting over and it is like Jr High. You've made big strides in making him like you and want to be around you. Someone who wants to move out and doesn't want you in their life does not confide in you, hug you or kiss you. That's not how I treat my enemies or ex's anyway!
You have a lot of hope here, you really do. You are HERE, you have the upper hand over the OW.
What 180's are you doing? What are you doing to appear attractive to him again?
Me - 38, 2nd M, no living children, 1 forever 6 yr old boy H - 44, 3rd M, twins 16
Dating 4/07 M 10/08 Bomb #1 12/10 Bomb #2 1/11 Bomb #3 12/11
