Grmpy sorry to hear about you feeling badly. I know that feeling of your head always spinning, scared and dispair. it took me about 5 months to snapp out of the deep hurt and pain. I still feel down, don't get me wrong but I can function now. What are you doing for you?
I attended a divorce care group there are many in every state. I attend church I call friends (but don't talk about sitch) I have hobbies I hang with my D I play video games I work out I ride my bike I take rides to the ocean I walk I cook I post here like crazy I take melatonim for the sleep and it is also a mild AD I see a C
You have to do stuff like that to get out of it. If all you do is think about W you will make this more difficult. Don't think of the future, thats is the hard part, but we don't know what the future holds. So don't waste your time. Hang in there
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”