Together since we were 15...Part 2

[Jenna333]

Another night of bad sleep/dreams. He mentioned last night that the only night of good sleep he's gotten the past month was when he cuddled me all night

I'm just not sure what to think and how to get him out of my head. It hurts so much that he told that girl that he's excited about this year. I feel like a fool for being so sad. But then he says he's sad, too. All I can do is to GAL and quietly hope that eventually he will see that he wants to be with me, that dating is overrated, and he had something special with me (he admits that). But at the same time, I feel I shouldn't be hoping at all. I feel like he'll crush my hopes by never coming back. Then I feel I should be working on letting him go and moving on.