"I thinking about it. Do you really take the mindset that every day is just this sole entity, kind of like completely living in the now? Do you not take comfort in being married as a sense of how nice this is to know that you have melded with this person for life? Or, is that too possesive? Should you just take every day, make the most of it, and do the highest and best things you can do? Does this all apply in a M?"
I try to live in the now but am not always successful. To busy looking into, worrying about the future. But, I'm getting better because it really is all we have.
I did take comfort in being married, having a partner, a shared history. Those times of doing things we enjoyed together are what I miss most.
Piecing means putting the pieces of your marriage back together.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss