Husband Left...Part 3

[BFloat]

But I feel I don't and never knew the person that I married. Unfortuately, I have not notice any changes in him at all. Today has been a very confusing day for me. I don't know if I want a relationship with him. I have discovered that his behaviors are not better such as his female friends are texting dirty pics to him. And he replying back of course. He is doing the same thing.

My question to myself, is he really worth fighting for?

i wonder this myself sometimes. i wonder.. is all this heartache worth it? i go back and forth. and as long as i'm doing that.. i figure i might as well keep plugging away until i know for definite what i want. i guess only we can decide when we're done.