Together since we were 15.

[MrBond]

Sorry you're going through all of that. Trust me, I know how it feels.

There's one important thing you should understand. It's not about you, just him. I notice he still throws things in your face about being "finally" happy, etc. As hard as it is, try and not take them seriously.

He's looking for justifications of his actions and rather than facing up to them, he runs away. He has alot of growing up to do and learning about responsibility. Don't let him bring you down.

In your sitch, it seems like the best way to get him back is to totally ignore him. Get yourself strong. Build yourself back up. Don't rely on him and stop talking to him. You get yourself right first.