I'm feeling angry. I'm feeling like he gave up on us long before he made me aware of it and started getting interested in these other women. How could I have competed with them? Right now I feel like saying have fun finding out that the grass is not greener!
This feels weird to type out, but we we're both attractive people. I have family and friends telling me I could get any guy I want (that's not true) and that I will be happy again. For so long ex felt lucky to have landed me. He gets better looking as he ages. He knows it. I think he wants the attention. That just makes me so angry. We have a FAMILY. A 7 year old daughter and a 4 year old son! I almost hope I don't want him back when he comes crawling home.
Too bad this frame of mind never lasts long with me. It hurts less.
M & H 25 T 9 D 7 S 4 Bomb 11/11 Confused about feelings for me. Bomb 12/11 ILYBNILWY, moved out 2-1-12 We're exclusive & dating each other. 3-4-12 H moved back in. 3-31-12 I deserve better. I'm done
