I go from wanting to save the M to wanting to leave it. Maybe I am going nutty.
I think this is part of the process. At least it has been for me. To go from begging, pleading, and wanting to compromise our integrity to save our M to not knowing if we even want to be married to our WAS, it is a crazy ride. Patience, time, and perspective are all important in making the best possible decisions for ourselves. Best of Luck to you.