Yesterday I showed D how to make Cannellonis. She learns fast. She down loaded a receipe from Paula Dean's site to make creppes. The only deviation from me was to use one less egg. They tasted awesome. W thanked me this morning for cooking them and said she really liked them. W always liked my cooking. Really no change from her still cold and has not changed her mind regarding the D. I gave up all hope yesterday. I think I do it just to deal with the insanity of the whole thing. Specially since she started to pack stuff.

I go from wanting to save the M to wanting to leave it. Maybe I am going nutty.


M 53
D 20
Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24
Together 26 yrs
Married 16
W Filed for D 7/21/11
Served 9/6/11
D final 8/28/12

“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”

John Wooden