WHG has some good advice there. So you had a slip up...we all have them. Don't beat yourself up. A D doesn't mean that this is over. Hey, just look at my situation lol. Anyway, you have to get back on the DB track immediately. Don't apologize for your conversation the other day when you were needy and clingy. Just forget about it and move on. If she wants D, she's going to file for it. You can't stop that, but trust me, it isn't over just b/c she files for D. You can do this! Pick yourself up and start again. Most importantly, DON'T DRINK! We're all pulling for uyou and know you can turn this around!