Go.

You never know what will happen to your relationship if you go. If you don't go.. it will probably be more of the same from your H.

You are scared.. Scared to hope, scared that it will fail, maybe even scared it would work.

I understand your fear... but fear is paralyzing. It doesn't come from God.

Let God know you are scared and put this weekend in his hands.

M(f): 40
D'ed: 8/12

Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.

Love at all costs because you are loved well.