I guess that's where my head is right now kolja. It's been a painful journey. When I read what W said to OM, I thought "I want that". When I discovered I can't have that, it was very hard until I realized "that" doesn't really exist.

How's that for confusing?

Accuray


Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015