W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Well, we have our dinner last Friday and it was less then satisfactory. She said she wanted to talk but we go and she just chit chats about stuff about work, travel, and other stuff but never brings up R talk until finally I asked a question about how she feels about us.
W: She responded with I pretty much feel the same as I have the whole time.
Me: I said can I ask why?
W: I just do. I will write my feelings down for you (She has said that numerous time with no result).
At this point I'm confused because of all the other stuff she has said by text to me the week earlier and now I'm confused and it seems that she has gone cold again or just shuts down when she gets in front of me.

Me: I asked her again if she was going to call the C?
W: Claims yet again she has been so busy at work that she has not had time (what a lame excuse).
Me: I ask what she is afraid of calling the counselor?
W: I'm not afraid I'm just busy. Maybe me not calling is saying something.
Me: I want to go to counseling so we can talk about this stuff and understand our issues. The counselor is not going to force you or me to do anything we don't want to.
Me: I would like to know what you want to do about counseling next week as you have been promising for weeks you will call. This has been going on for 6 months and should be enough time to figure out.
W: I know, I will think about it this weekend and let you know.
Me: I appreciate that. This is your decision as I have expressed my willingness to work on this and like to hold R talks for the counselor.

There was probably some other chit chat but that was the jist of it. She just wants to sit on the white picket fence forever and flip flop on things. This can't go on forever.

I check our cell records again and she is back to texting and calling guys so apparently she is not done with them. Man this is getting old. I want to text the one guy and tell him to cut it out especially since he is part of the same religion as me and works for the church who would fire him if they knew what he is doing.

Anyway, I guess I'm still on the ride but I don't want to stay on much longer like this.