I have been through this twice before with my W and I can tell you that the best thing you can do for yourself is to stop snooping it's only going to hurt you more. I know you are in a bad place right now and do not see the light at the end of the tunnel but it is there. There is nothing that we can do to stop the actions of our S. Yes it stinks but and it hurts but it's the truth.

I would recommend that you find yourself a good counselor and go talk to him/her you will end up feeling better. I know everything is upside down right now but you really need to dig down deep and find the courage to work on yourself. I know every emotion you are experiencing right now and I'm here to tell you that you will get past this.


M 44 W 43
S 23 S 15
INILWY 9/11
Divorce Mediation started 3/13
June 30 the day W is moving out