I no one likes people who are depressed and don't help themselves. Every other person I know, including people just on the wedding forum I was on to plan my wedding are trying to get me to see that he is partially wrong too. Right now all i can see is what i've done wrong since the start. How I've ruined everything. I just turned 41. We were supposed to start trying for a baby the minute he got home. He was so excited for that We were supposed to be posted to a new city/province or maybe even country We were supposed to be married
I love him and I don't want to leave my house.
I don't want to leave this life.
I don't want my life without the above.
I just don't.
How can I start feeling confident in myself? How can I let go of feeling like there is no point in continueing
