For the first couple months it bothered me but I know it will take time before she is ready so I'm using this time to be a better husband and father without the intimacy.
I know what I need to do so I'm working on me. Last talk we had she said she wants to see the romantic side of me, I have to dig deep because I can't remember being all that romantic ever.
I do feel fortunate in that the cold shoulder and avoiding me stage is over.
Just seems like I have to to all the heavy lifting and somehow not complain that I'm getting none of my needs met. In reality I'm not happy but hopefully long term this will all be worth it.
Last night I did get a commitment that she will go to Retroville end of this month.
M 42 W 41 S 10 D 7 M 15 Years T 20 Years Divorce busted
