I understand completely and agree with you. That is part of my 180 is to face the problems before they get any worse than avoiding them.
Spent the entire day H today and it was nice. We did do some talking about some of the issues that we have and it was nice. We both remained calm which is a first for me.
He did tell me today that he has notice some changes in me and he likes them. And because of the changes that I have made, he likes being around me again.
But I feel I don't and never knew the person that I married. Unfortuately, I have not notice any changes in him at all. Today has been a very confusing day for me. I don't know if I want a relationship with him. I have discovered that his behaviors are not better such as his female friends are texting dirty pics to him. And he replying back of course. He is doing the same thing.
My question to myself, is he really worth fighting for?
