Another thing...yesterday I ran out of gas I called him for a gas can since he was nearby.First he said that he didn't have a can then he called back and, said he found one. We met at the gas station he bought gas and, went back with me to my car and , filled it up. I said thank you and got in the car. I used to work hard at smiling at him which I do now. I used to hug him then stopped. Now I find it hard to hug him. Before I hugged him to get him to hug me back and, it didn't come from the heart.
