Do you think I completely messed up?

Maybe there isn't any point? Maybe this whole relationship is doomed and I should just find a place and move out timed for his return??? Ugg.

I just sent him this mess:

For what its worth, I am in no way wishing to talk with you in hopes you'll change your mind about us. I know once you make a decision, that's it. I just need to be able to plan and sort out my life a bit and need to clarify needs and expectations.

Thank goodness this is not a divorce, but it is still the end of a serious relationship where two people have become entwined. And therefore it needs some working out to be disolved.

So you can keep that in mind.



Hope you hear from you sometime soon.